& WHAT INSPIRED IT
Closure was about the moment in my life where I hit rock bottom. I was moving from house to house, sleeping on friends couches while i was looking for a place to rent because for some reason landlords didn’t like me, I was knee deep in a toxic relationship with my ex girlfriend and i had problems with my family. I could honestly list more but you can find the rest when you listen to my music.
So yeah, nothing was looking positive around then. During all of this, i wasn’t just hurting and getting depressed as each BAD situation piled up, but i was confused as to why it was happening to me. Being the 17 year old boy that i was, i had no idea and i refused to believe any positive explanation that people would try and tell me because that’s just who i was. Now 3 years has passed and I’m slightly matured, i can sort of make clarity about what my situation was teaching me back then.
When i said:
This is the exact path of emotions that i took whenever life started to tip for me and it’s generally how it goes. I could’ve stopped at any one of these points during my crisis, but i didn’t, and as a result I’ve probably missed out on some things that would’ve helped build me and my life. Instead, I let myself spiral all the way down to being in a numb sedative state of living with no color or happiness.
So that’s what Closure really gets into. Being at rock bottom, helpless, and with no clue as to how you can fix emotional scars.
This track was orignally meant to be a collaboration with my friend Christian who is an aspiring Singer/Songwriter/Rapper based in Victoria. Here is his view on this track: